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As I put my fics back online, so they will appear here. Please be patient, this is very tedious work...

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I was on Tumblr and anonymous said:

can you imagine will and hannibal fucking but hanni doesn't have his "mask" on so it's pretty much the ripper? and will is so overwhelmed by everything that's happening because he just can't stop looking at hannibal's eyes and all he sees is anger and lust and devotion and hannibal is just mercilessly thrusting into will and leaving marks that not even a damn straight jacket will cover. and will just lets him because long ago he realized that he was hannibal's

then Hannigram said: a blessing on ur crops anon, this is wonderful

i love the idea of hanni removing his mask and showing his tru self to will and will bein scared but aroused and TRUSTING HANNI not to hurt him, giving himself over willingly just omfg

And then I porned. (link to AO3)

The most violent appetites in all creatures are lust and hunger; the first is a perpetual call upon them to propagate their kind, the latter to preserve themselves. - Joseph Addison

Long before Will even stepped through the front door of Hannibal’s home, he knew that this invitation to dinner was not just an invitation to dinner. At the end of a therapy session Hannibal had said, “Please, let me cook for you,” and called him, “Dear Will,” and touched his arm.

Fic excerpts

So, because I can't even right now with my writing, I'm posting little snippets of fics I'm working on in hopes that I'll get my crap together and finish the damn things. In case you felt like reading bits of SPN or Sherlock fic.

BBC Sherlock Feels

This, to some extent, is my love letter to the BBC Sherlock fandom. I just joined Tumblr so I could get more of it. I swore I wouldn't join that site because there aren't enough hours in the day...

But first I need to talk about why this fandom speaks to me in ways that even my other big loves - PotC, Batman Begins, Supernatural - didn't do. I love the show because there is so much of myself I see in Sherlock and I love the fandom because the way this character is treated in fic makes me feel less alone.

A lot of what I see isn't flattering. Sherlock (in both canon and fanon) and I don't share his sexy traits like Cumberbatch's unexpected good looks, the musical ability, genius...Most of what we share is what makes him a shitty flat-mate. I'll never cook or clean if I can get someone else to do it for me, I have a habit of black moods on sofas, I keep weird hours. All those nasty personal deductions he makes? I can do some of that in my head though I manage to keep it mostly to myself.

I should mention I'm shite at writing love letters. Step one, perhaps do not start by listing your undesirable qualities.

The point is that I've come across stories where Sherlock is asexual or on the spectrum, where he has weird hangups, kinks, emotions, whatever and John is sexual, straight, has weird kinks, hangups, whatever. And they still make it work. Their life as partners in (solving) crime, their weird co-dependancy, their fights and triumphs actually don't change overmuch by the addition of romantic or sexual feelings. They do not magically become better people. Sherlock still doesn't do the dishes and John still has really bad taste in jumpers. And I feel less alone because even if I never talk to the author of the fic beyond a kudos on their AO3 their writing has let me know that someone else (at the very least intellectually) understands what it's like to be difficult to love or what it's like to be the person who loves that person.

This has given me an awesome idea for a dating service. It would be like the Harry Potter Sorting thing but based on all the versions of Sherlock Holmes and John Watson from the books to the BBC to fanon. It would tell you if you were a John or a Sherlock, and what type. Then it could pair those Johns and Sherlocks up with their ideal half. OH MY GOD YOU GUYS. I'M A PROPER GENIUS.

TL;DR I'm on Tumblr now
Title: Read our futures in the rising steam
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Drug use, post-mortem descriptions of rape/murder victims, non-graphic torture

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Title: Read our futures in the rising steam
Author: xzombiexkittenx
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Drug use, post-mortem descriptions of rape/murder victims, non-graphic torture
Spoilers: Seasons one and two
Word count: ~22 000 words
Summary: I’ve been calling this “case!fic sexy-tiemz between a straight man and an asexual man, now with added Big Brother Mycroft, cocaine, and vivisection!” in my head. It’s like a really bad elevator pitch.
Disclaimer: These incarnations belong to the Beeb, Moffat and Gatiss. All businesses mentioned belong to their respective owners and I have no idea what their security is like. Title from the poem “Vivisection” by Leo Durrant.

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Title: Me, you, and the devil makes two
Pairings/Characters: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG
Category:One-shot, complete
Word Count: 2900
Spoilers: Seasons one to seven in general
Summary: This is what it’s like to hallucinate the devil.
Disclaimer: Not mine. Not even a little.

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So, it's been a while and the awesome thing of awesome I was hoping would have happened by now is stalled in development hell. ANYWAY, the point is that I figured I might as well put my fics back up.

It's going to take me a little while to get through all my links and make sure they all go somewhere, but the long and the short of it is, they'll be public again.

Sorry for the comings and goings. It's been a tiring few months...